How much is
it possible to miss a person? I don’t think I can even begin to describe what
I’m feeling right now. I’ve never felt so helpless, so unable to express my
feelings, so confused. On the other hand I’m having a blast here, while on the
other I can’t wait to be home, with my husband, not missing him.
Tonight’s
been crappy. We had a fight (about a stupid, unimportant thing) and
traditionally after a fight we cuddle up together and make up and just… be. Do
nothing. Say nothing. That’s the part that’s killing me right now. Not being
able to cuddle up and fall asleep next to my baby the way we always do.
It’s funny,
I don’t miss him as much as I thought I would. Mostly because I don’t have a
lot of time to myself so I can’t think about things enough to miss him. But at
night, when I’m trying to fall asleep (unless I’m falling asleep standing up) I
miss him more than anything in the world. I want him to whisper goodnight to me
right before I fall asleep, safe and sound.
Enough
sappy, drippy, icky stuff! This week’s been pretty boring for the most part
like I posted last time. Today we went to the Maasai Market again (again) with
a few of the teachers from Finland. I bought a few things and the teachers
bought souvenirs. Then we went to the Kiboko Bay Resort and ate there and got
some sun. Then the teachers treated us (Mira, Nadja and I) to a boat ride on
Lake Victoria, the same one we went to last time we were at the resort. This
time we saw three hippos! And one of them pooped in the water and the other (or
maybe it was the same one, just later on) yawned and I got pictures!!! :D It
was awesome! :P
| Obama's grammy (with the picture) |
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| Our group all fancy and schtuffsh |
*Added four days later*
So we stand around for about an hour while the driver comes back and leaves and comes back with a local mechanic who leaves and comes back with a single tool and leaves again to get more tools and to get a mechanic friend and they fix bus and we're off again. I got good pictures out of it and we had a blast even though we were stuck in the middle of nowhere and we didn't know when we'd get back home.
After we got back we headed straight for the apartment and into the shower! We get dressed, put on some make-up for about the first time here and we're off again. We barely had time to eat. but at least there'd be food!
| The band |
Saturday I've already told you about and umm.. I can't remember if we did anything worth mentioning on Sunday. I doubt it! :D
This week's been a bit blah. My stomach's been upset and I stayed home yesterday to get better and it helped! I feel so much better today and I'm glad because we're leaving for the safari today! I'm so excited!!! I can't wait! :P
| Hippo farts! |
The only thing bumming me out is that I won't get to share the amazing experience with my hubby. :( I wish he was here too! Maybe I'll bring him back one day... Plus I don't get to talk to him until Sunday as there's no internet and probably no reception whatsoever at the Maasai Mara.
But now I have to continue with my thesis, which I want to get seriously underway. But the internet's slow so we'll see... -.-'
| Bus broke down so we took pics... :D |
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